today. oh, today. I had way, way too much time to think, and it all got very messy. I started off happy, giggly, and then I got extremely upset, and then I was both.
In coclusion: fuck. On one hand, alcohol \o/ I gained a ~connection with some new, very awesome friends, but I have... this to deal with. And I know I can handle it maturely, but idk, I just don't want to.
Maybe I should be f-locking these posts? idk. Here:
so im not gonna lie, i got a little jealous, but please, dont make anything outta that, because theres nothing more to it. i dont want this to make things awkward between us, but i also didnt want to keep you thinking that i was mad at you cuz thats not true
and this is why she is my sister.
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