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| i feel like a sixseventeen year old "good girl" (thanks, Emily) should not be considering watching the comm ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) sosodirty . but. Oh my God. last night was an adventure and a half. Sort of. Not really. Role Models was meh. It was a nice, immature, laugh-embarrassingly-loud movie. And then at Ryan's we watched Happy Feet. And by "watched" I mean "the guys pointed out all the sexual innuendo in Happy Feet." Off to work for another eight hour. (Thank, Colina- I hadn't realised the eight hour shifts made my paycheques high. Wow!) I never want to see another row of cookies in my life- but they're on special this week. Same with turnovers, honestly. Is it weird I have so much more to post about, but can't post it because I'm not f-only? Is it weird that I feel claustrophobic when I'm f-only? Yeah, it is. It's weird that the Greek God drinks underage, too. salamander. | |
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| ugh, so, we're chilling at Nikki's reading magazines and stuff, when the power goes out. At 10:30ish. It's Rain Season, which means the power here has been all over the place, but normally it flashes off and it back right away. No. It's still out, and it's 12:48.
Jon came over (he was a few streets away anyways) and so we all rushed downstairs to see him. I took my glass of Fresca down with me. And then I fell. On the stairs, and Nicole doesn't exactly live in a ritzy place, so I landed on a board of wood. Fresca ended up all over the wall, and I will have a very colourful lower back tomorrow. And my pinky hurts like a bitch. It was awful, I couldn't breathe or think. But yeah, so then we had to clean up the Fresca and I said "ow" every time I moved for the rest of the night.
Anyways, the affected areas are very random. At first we assumed it was a certain side of the tracks, because Mike and I's houses had power and we're on the North side, whereas a whole bunch of people we knew on the South side didn't have any. But then we called Shine and he had is, so we're really confused. It probably doesn't sound that unbelievable to those not in town, but trust me, they're random. OH, and the movie theatre's went out. Opening night for Quantum of Solace, yeah. But they all got a gift cert or something for their next movie, so that's okay.
I don't understand why half my friends are friends with me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALUX. You will never read this, but I miss you, and I love you, no matter what.
eta: i just had an amazing convo with Mike and am now writing fic. Um. I hope I'm still this inspired tomorrow, because I should have been in bed an hour ago. and eight hour shift, two hours at home and then going to see Role Models on what will probably be five hours of sleep was not the greatest idea I've ever had. Oh well. It's worth it.
and the power's back on, three hours after it went out. Apparently it was a car crash.
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| i don't know who i am, but this isn't it.
i parted my hair diagonally tonight. just for kicks. just to say that Darius could still love me, because i wear my hair in different styles.
listening to Razia's Shadow, specifically The Missing Piece, has made me realise something spectacular: I am not in love with anybody. I'm not falling in love with anybody. I think this is the first time in my life where everything has stopped at like. It's... I don't know what it is. Interesting, because hello, this is me. Relieving, because oh my life is so much easier. Frustrating because now I can't quote The Missing Piece in case someone thinks my feelings for somebody are deeper than they actually are. Sigh.
My parents have given me their blessing to not go to Dry Grad, which, I'm sorry Nicole, I'm not going to do. Go, that is. Party at my house (which I also have my parents' blessing for) with people who made my Pitt high school experience what it is.
Anyways, I'm off to Nikki's for a few hours. Good night.
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| today. oh, today. I had way, way too much time to think, and it all got very messy. I started off happy, giggly, and then I got extremely upset, and then I was both. In coclusion: fuck. On one hand, alcohol \o/ I gained a ~connection with some new, very awesome friends, but I have... this to deal with. And I know I can handle it maturely, but idk, I just don't want to.  Maybe I should be f-locking these posts? idk. Here: so im not gonna lie, i got a little jealous, but please, dont make anything outta that, because theres nothing more to it. i dont want this to make things awkward between us, but i also didnt want to keep you thinking that i was mad at you cuz thats not true and this is why she is my sister.
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| DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: Lizzy found me a list of all the Murder by Death b-sides, etc, right? And I was like, WOOT, cos they had the Matt Davis tribute and The Moon Is Up which I've been trying to get for ages, and anyways, they're in .rar files, right, so I have to use the WINRAR program and it gave me a warning that I actually ony have a trial version of it and it exprires after 40 days. I have no idea when it was that I got it, so I'm like kdlhfjklsdhaybvjksdfnv cos if I loose it, my mind might go with it. And I can't exactly start paying for it. sdfhitiksharbsf. Somehow tonight, I thought I was finsihed really early so I was taking my sweetass time to do things, and then I looked up and I only had ten minutes left. It was bad, but I managed to get everything done (with a little help from Jenn, haha.) ( Muuuuurdaaaaaaah by Deeeaaaaaaaath )Does anybody have Five Years by David Bowie that they can send me? plznthx? | |
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| I had a dream where my mom was feeding Ati Smarties (aka chocolate). And I had a dream where we were in a mall waiting for someone we knew to give birth, and it happened, and we were the only white people present. Everybody was black. It was a boy, and the name they'd decided on was like... "Anina." I think. Wut. Anyways, yesterday. You know what's awesome about having a friend who plays bass? You have a prop for when you dress up as a bassist for Halloween. I don't really like any of the ones we took with make-up. ( halloween blah blah blah )eta: ... weresoblogging says Northern Downpour is available on iTunes. Guess what? It's not. Not in Canada, not in Australia, not in the UK. Also, Coldplay's new video is actually kinda cool, and it's free. | |
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| HELLO. IT IS H AL LO WE EN AND I AM IN AN EXCELLENT MOOD. I WOKE UP EARLY ENOUGH TO DO EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO. I GOT LOTS OF COMPLIMENTS. TWO GRADE NINE GIRLS KNEW WHO I WAS. S'ALL GOOD. S'AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL GOOD. Except I still don't know what's going on tonight and I might not see Mike :((((((((((((( Today was so insanely awesome and I'm going to hell for a very long time but I don't care because everything was so awesome. lol my friend Griffin dressed up as Lawrence of Arabia and somebody thought he was Jesus. PICS OF MY MAKE-UP WHICH I TOOK OFF. Emily has more, including the ones that will send us to hell, but they're shitty cos of my make-up. I'm heading over there in half an hour to retake them. ( I M UNDED LYN-Z )HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANK. HAVE LOTS OF HOT SEX WITH JAMIA AND PET YOUR NINETEEN DOGS LOTS AND I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A STUPID COSTUME PARTY AND THAT PICTURES WILL LEAK. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU. | |
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| OH, BANDOM, YOU ARE MY LIFE.
Seriously. I have my beefs with bandom. I have some stupid opinions about bandom. But I don't think there's anywhere else in the world I want to be. ♥
Live In The Lot was cool, and Pete wore the same mask Jake's wearing for Halooween I'm pretty sure x_x but yeah, he had FOILE A DEUX on the back of his batheart bass, and something else that I couldn't make out on another one. BEAR BEET might've been the first words? I'll watch the MOD tomorrow or something.
Also, does anybody have a picture of Frank Iero's legs? haha, okay more specifially- the tat on his leg that isn't the Misfits skeleton. It sorta looks like a basketball player? Cos one of Pete's basses at LitL had a similar silhouette and it was gripping a guitar above it's head, and I'm probably just crazy, but it'd be cool to check out.
I started writing a Mikey/Alicia fic in my head that is basically only the line "Alicia bought the People that had Pete's wedding in it- flipped through it once, traced the tattoo on her forearm, and didn't mention it to Mikey." or something like that. It has no plot, just musing about whether or not they followed the wedding/pregnancy. Also somehow Sarah turned up.
I sort of have plans for Halloween, finally! Woot.
♥♥♥
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| Did anybody notice that America's Suitehearts got released at like, 2 in the morning?
I finished reading Iron, Neon Lights and Weed last night. Mmmmmmm. I don't know how to talk about it, really. It's like... I don't know! On on hand, like, woooow cliché much, but at the same time, it was great. Fu cking perfect. Because yeah, the ending's been done 4545868476547 times, but there were enought tists and turns that I wasn't yawning the entire way through, y'know? I kinda wanna read it again and I'm kinda iffy on reading the companion fic... I probabaly will, haha.
My legs are so sore. I did such a bad job on closing tonight, omg. And I didn't take a break all night, But I did have Subway for dinner, woot. | |
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| Tokio Hotel, I hate you. Tokyo Police Club, when your robots arrive, plz tell them to enslave Tokio Hotel first thnx
Dear MuchMusic: The version you're showing us of I Don't Care sucks. Why do we have Spaghetti Cat? Why, why, why are you not showing us half of Gabe's appearence? Gabe is like, the best part of that video, k?
HOLLA, POSTIN' FROM NIKKI'S HOUSE. ♥ Chris from the Hush Sound why did you leave :( I had a such a crush on you :( like I mean okay I didn't even know your name, but I liked you in the videos :(
Anyways. I'm alive and everything. Miss you ♥♥♥♥
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| I have my Halloween costume all set! Woot! I have taken a whole bunch of liberties and my mom has to completley butcher the dress we found, but overall, I'm excited. Oh, and the boots hurt like a mothertrucking bitch, but I don't care. The armsleeve I found is pretty fugly, but I only got it cos it has the skull. In other words, I will probably make Lyn-Z weep if she ever sees me in said costume. ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU WEAR COOL CLOTHES THAT CANNOT BE FOUND AT NORMAL CANADIAN STORES, LYN-Z WAY. (did she take his last name?)
I was texting Lizzy about Brendon's tattoo and realised that Brendon must have added the flowers to his piano as an ode to his boyfriend "hometown hero" Brandon Flowers. It is the only thing that makes sense because those flowers, Brendon, what.
I booked a hair appt for tomorrow, woot! Gonna get it cut a bunch and dyed black.
Work at 4.15, closing alone except for my manager will still be there. Very excited. ♥♥♥♥ | |
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| What movie? Jesus, I have no idea what the hell happened there, I was in an I Heart Huckabees state of movie-watching with a mix of Mike and Third. Which pretty much means I have no idea what the hell happened in it, other than that Elijah Wood is a hottass. (And a Hobbit, and Hobbits are gay, and Justin Timberlake bought the Hobbit house because he is the same size as a Hobbit. *sigh*)
Mike doesn't like hugs. He hates being touched unless he's just being Mike about it. But tonight, his legs were on top of mine for a considerable length of time, and I walked him home, right, and it's usually me going "MIKE, GIVE ME A HUG GOD DAMN IT." but tonight I just started walking away cos I didn't even think about it and I'm used to Mike whining and complaining about it, but tonght he was like "Hug?" and I stared at him and asked what he'd done with Mike. And then gave him a hug.
Sigh. Depression slowly but surley coming back because I'm sick (of stuff) and am tired and work like, 12.45-9.15 tomorrow I think. My parents are going out for dinner and I don't even get to appreciate it. *sigh*
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